Narcissist Conscious Gospel Blues Funk Song | The Narcissist in All of Us
Narcissist Conscious Gospel Blues Funk Song – Trauma, Healing, and the Mirror by Malachi Ben-David
“In the chaos of addicts' endless chase… We all are the narcissists in our walk with God above.”
Malachi Ben-David’s deeply honest “Narcissist” is a raw Conscious Gospel Blues Funk song that walks through childhood trauma, bullying, and a progression of self-absorbed relationships — then turns the mirror around on all of us.
This scripture-rooted Christian song is for anyone carrying the scars of abandonment, rejection, and narcissism — and for everyone who needs to see the self-absorption in their own walk with God.
The Story Behind “Narcissist”
The song opens in the wreckage: a childhood in addiction’s chaos, bullied for poverty and being “wired different,” mocked for rags and a spectrum heart. It then traces a “progression of narcissists” — relationships where trust was taken and tossed, charm that turned to self-obsession, and friends who vanished like ghosts.
But the bridge does the brave thing: “In the still of shattered mirrors… I saw our own reflections.” We all are the narcissist in how we treat God — demanding, withdrawing, taking grace without giving love in return. The song doesn’t leave us there. It ends in redemption: “God redeems the broken, lifts us to the sky.”
The Conscious Gospel Blues Funk Version – Honest & Groove-Driven
This gospel blues funk track blends conscious rap flow with soulful grooves and emotional depth. The slow-build delivery makes space for the pain and the healing, making it perfect for reflection and ministry.
Perfect for:
Healing from childhood trauma and narcissism
Self-examination and repentance
Gospel blues and conscious gospel playlists
Ministry for the broken and rejected
Listen to “Narcissist” Conscious Gospel Blues Funk Song
Key Themes & Scripture
The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart (Psalm 34:18)
Beauty for ashes (Isaiah 61:3)
We are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:13-16)
Thoughts of peace, and not of evil (Jeremiah 29:11)
Nothing can separate us from God’s love (Romans 8:38-39)
Why This Song Matters
“Narcissist” is a much-needed conscious gospel blues funk song that refuses cheap blame. It names the trauma honestly, exposes the narcissism in all of us, and points every heart to the only One who redeems the broken. This song is a powerful reminder that even in our self-absorption, God pursues us with endless arms.
